Painting - The Burning

The Burning

acrylic on canvas

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february comes

before i am ready

i look to see

what is going on

for i am in my own world
mingling in beingness
waiting for absoluteness
when will mind fall off the brink
of knowingness
into infinite
nothingness

spending the days throwing thoughts
into the furnace of beingness

burning up knowingness
into paintings
and scribbles
watching passion and boredom manifest
from nothing into meaningfulness
and back again to nothingness

like the high and lows of the ocean wave
pushing and pulling
pacing to and fro
not going

anywhere at all

watching

it all turn to dust
memories fade
never existed at all
nothing done in doing

what am i
if i never was

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